I remember the first
time I came to Jogja, and that was time in the dawn. The night was very dark
and cold by that time. I found the location of UMY and I was falling in love
with it in the first time. After that, I was looking for a mosque to rest.
Finally, I found a mosque not far from UMY. I decided to take a break there. I
took off my bag and my shoes, then immediately do the ablution to pray. I
didn’t know for sure, but I felt very sad at that time. My tears were streaming
down. The tears took my thoughts along and small sea formed at my feet. I was
afraid at that moment. How if I couldn’t pay for the college? What if I got
stopped in the middle of my study, just because of financial problem?